conscious relationships

Quiet Ecstasy

I was greeted by this full rainbow as I stepped outside to get firewood for my stove one morning last winter. It brought me to a standstill, and I just stood there, soaking in the beauty. What a gift, and what a way to start the day! Gratitude for the beauty of this earth. IContinue reading “Quiet Ecstasy”

Stillness Within the Storm

“As the fires blend in sexual joy,Enter that blessed place between the legs,Embrace the holy energies shimmering there.”— The Radiance Sutras, by Lorin Roche John and I have a practice that we embed in our regular connection ceremonies. One of us will flip the pages of The Radiance Sutra and the other one will pokeContinue reading “Stillness Within the Storm”

Bliss: Dissolve into Universal Oneness

I was shocked and also excited a few years ago, when my teacher told me that I had crossed into the first enlightenment, the enlightenment of the mind and a merging with Pure Awareness. This was something I had longed for and worked towards with my whole heart, yet I didn’t FEEL like I wasContinue reading “Bliss: Dissolve into Universal Oneness”

Tenth Anniversary with John

John and I recently celebrated our 10th anniversary of being together. I made him a book of photos and writings highlighting fun times we’ve shared over these years. This is its cover page. It was so lovely to look back on these ten years as I made the book. We have really built a powerfulContinue reading “Tenth Anniversary with John”